Balance

I was driving along a half country, half city highway earlier this morning, and I noticed two guys standing in the middle of this, on a little median of grass. I thought maybe their car had broken down but when I got closer I saw two deer legs sticking up as well. I didn’t slow down, just kept the speed I was going but found myself in my head saying sorry, sorry, sorry to the deer, thinking we have taken up so much of your space, your home and all you wanted to do was cross the road.

I remembered though what one of my sister-in-laws said when we were driving down an escarpment late one night and kept seeing all kinds of creatures that had been hit, that she tells them to find a light, to go into the light. I thought this was so nice, and it felt so much better to give them this thought when I see them along the roads, instead of thoughts of so sorry, so sorry, so sorry.

Maybe only one thought of so sorry :) and three of finding the light, and maybe even one thought of caution to the lights of road vehicles.

…….

and I love what I have just read that Sueann said, “that gentleness never dies”

Angels

what I feel is that in a depression, we do not feel love, but we are able to find it to bring us out of it, in anything, like music, or words, or art, or encounters with others, something that just brings us something :) . Angels.:) they are there, always, within, just sometimes it might take little searches or little talks to them to find them.

“down the waterfall, where ever it might take me, I know that life won’t break me”

“I look above and I know I always will be blessed with love” :)

So many angels! (we are all angels:))

and another.. I love the sound when these words are sung,

“I just want to feel real love in the home that I live in”

and I love the words, it feels like the home he sings of is the home of ourselves, and as well the home of the world and the universe.

and the peace sign :)

I think to have caught the Robbie Williams fever :)

I just loved reading a little about him. His beliefs and stuff, when I listen to these two songs, I feel like I am listening to his soul, and I just feel like filling the whole of his soul with love.:)

Total Solar Eclipse

“On Wednesday, 2009 July 22, a total eclipse of the Sun is visible from within a narrow corridor that traverses half of Earth. The path of the Moon’s umbral shadow begins in India and crosses through Nepal, Bangladesh, Bhutan, Myanmar and China. After leaving mainland Asia, the path crosses Japan’s Ryukyu Islands and curves southeast through the Pacific Ocean where the maximum duration of totality reaches 6 min 39 s. A partial eclipse is seen within the much broader path of the Moon’s penumbral shadow, which includes most of eastern Asia, Indonesia, and the Pacific Ocean.”

http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/SEmono/TSE2009/TSE2009.html

I wonder if this Solar Eclipse will have any bearing on the Sun Spots.

Marine Phytoplankton, Reddrox and Agave powder

I am so curious about the first two drinks.

When I was looking up Marine Phytoplankton I came across this very nice story

Crop Circles

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1190279/Jellyfish-dragonflies-peace-symbols-The-summer-crop-circles-just-getting-started.html

http://www.impactlab.com/2009/06/19/phoenix-crop-circle-appears-in-same-field-as-dragonfly-crop-circle/

I love the explanation that it is the Earth’s Energy forming these:)

PS.

An image of Stonehedge looking like a crop circle too :)

Insideout

I painted this outside, it felt free not to have to worry about where the paint landed. I used up the little pots of paint I had gotten to find colors for the living room and kitchen. I found myself pouring the paint from the pots on the canvas, seeing after what forms they made, the lines, the globs, and splattering the little bits left with no care where it landed :). I found myself looking at the colors, seeing which ones my eyes were sensitive to, calming them by adding different colors to them and seeing little images pop up and wondering about them. It felt freeing, it felt like I was getting something inside out, I felt energy changes, happiness, sadness, madness, calmness, distractionness. I turned the canvas right and left, up and down to see how the paint would move, run, and in the end before it had a chance to dry, I took a big brush and smudged it all :)

I look at it now and see faces that look to me like the north wind and the south wind in harmony, the south wind blowing to the north like a kiss. I see figures to the right and to the left. Observers of these winds maybe. I realize I begin to see expressions now in many things, in the wood of the deck, in certain trees, and now in painted canvases.:)

Transparent Wings

He came with and left an energy of joy. :)

My mother, myself, my sons
Me, myself and I
I am within them
They are within me :)

Turquoise

What if the sun was this color and there were two.

Happiness

A nightdream remembered

My right arm swirled a long red rope and the rest of my body followed its direction, able to turn, twist and fold insync or as one with the ropes movement.:) never touching the ground, until just before I woke, where I saw myself standing straight and still, looking at the rope in my hand in wonder, and wishing to do this again.

PS on August 15

I dreamed I was her :), in this image of Ondee on a plate I picked up, I forget when.

Land of Elsewhen

My mind was wondering of mind wandering and time travel and the first article that came up was this one from Time magazine

http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1580364,00.html

by this author

http://www.randomhouse.com/kvpa/gilbert/blog/

this article made me wonder how long a now lasts, and I wonder as well if I simply just wonder of things when I think I question, and wonder still :) if there is a difference. I wonder if we really do time travel to see if what we wonder/question about has been experienced before.

Now, when asked, or even when I wonder where do I go in those times when I day-dream, I can answer to the Land of Elsewhen.:)

and then I came across this

http://hitxp.wordpress.com/2007/05/18/time-travel-and-future/

when reading this last article, I saw the now as all three, past, present and future.

Cosmic Hand

http://www.space.com/scienceastronomy/090404-chandra-nebula.html

In a new image from NASA’s Chandra X-ray Observatory, high-energy X-rays emanating from the nebula around PSR B1509-58 have been colored blue to reveal a structure resembling a hand reaching for some eternal red cosmic light.

The star now spins around at the dizzying pace of seven times every second — as pulsars do — spewing energy into space that creates the scene.

Strong magnetic fields, 15 trillion times stronger than the Earth’s magnetic field, are thought to be involved, too. The combination drives an energetic wind of electrons and ions away from the dying star. As the electrons move through the magnetized nebula, they radiate away their energy as X-rays.

The red light actually a neighboring gas cloud, RCW 89, energized into glowing by the fingers of the PSR B1509-58 nebula, astronomers believe.

The scene, which spans 150 light-years, is about 17,000 light years away, so what we see now is how it actually looked 17,000 years ago, and that light is just arriving here.

A light-year is the distance light travels in a year, about 6 trillion miles (10 trillion kilometers).

It looks so beautiful to me, I see this hand as water creating or showing energy.

Looking Forward